They sold me a dream…a dream that was my own!

Dreams, inspiration, awe...it’s almost magical! Bless them who are gifted with the art of creating simply stunning masterpieces like Rang De Basanti, Juno, 3 Idiots, Wake Up Sid, My Name Is Khan, What Happened in Vegas ( just to name a few), out of those many countless stories that were felt but not told, loved but not lived, lost but not forgotten.
It’s amazing how such films, make us a part of their stories, or rather, manage to tell a story like our own. For me, watching these make me find my own wings, that life at some point or the other had managed to pack-up and hide away from me. They make me want to dare, stand up for what I believe in and live my life my own way…no matter what that is!
Really, hats off!!!

And we thought choices made life simpler!

The problem of choice is a rather peculiar one. It’s after all THE BEST, competing against THE BEST! How weird! Neither is any option less and nor is any option more important than the other. Phewww…in short, it’s a rather frustrating complication….ask me, am stuck in the midst of a chronic one right this moment! Must be the repercussion of one of those dumb moments in life, when I must have wished to not have one single clog up...and so now, when this time around I get the privilege (read misfortune) to chose between two things, I have a rather clogged mind and a stuck up life to deal with ( as a result, of course!)….OMG, we human beings are really unsatisfied creatures…aren’t we???!!!
But well, even that realisation doesn’t make me feel any less frustrated! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!

Why should I be who 'I should be' instead of who 'I really am'???

I just can’t seem to get this…not now…not never! What is it about…is it about ‘typecasting’, or is it about ‘expecting’. Well, whatever it is, I so wish I could be counted out of it! Forget about it not being ‘my cup of tea’, it absolutely makes no freakin sense to me! (which I don’t disagree is weird, considering that I am a part of the factory that churns out million or more similar notions daily …phew!!!...but then again…).
But then well, it’s also true that I knew the answer to this long before I had even started wondering - I JUST DON'T BELONG HERE.Period.

Just soooooooooo hate goodbyes…

It’s just so sad to see people give up, having to give up, thinking of giving up. When you give up, a part of you is given up too…you lose it forever. It incompletes you with its going, it chides you with is absence, it pains you with its loss. And unfortunately, coz it was a part that made you YOU, its absence will ALWAYS be felt.